I Never Used to Cry

It’s true. I never used to cry. Oh, I would cry at funerals, and at sad movies, but that was about it. Until now. Most of the time, I am ok. I can go through the day pretending that my life is normal and concentrate on my other kids. But sometimes, it hits me out of the blue, for no reason at all.

Like the day I was driving to work listening to the local news station and I just started crying. I cried all the way to work. Over a news story.

One of those happened to me today. I saw the sweetest message on the computer. It wasn’t even for me. It touched my heart so much, that I just burst into tears.  Wade was confused as to why I was all of a sudden crying. So was I. But, to the amazing person who said such sweet things, you will never know how much we cherish you, how much good you have brought to our lives, and how much He wants to bless you.  You are stalwart and one of the reasons I find courage to face today. Because I cannot wait to see what the future holds.

~CTR