It really shouldn’t be that big of a deal. But it is. The speaker on my phone went out. So what. Big deal. Right? I can just get another phone. Only, I am having a major struggle with it. I REALLY don’t want a new phone because it means losing another part of Laney.
I have an app on my phone that allowed me to talk back and forth with Laney. I figured out one day how to replay all of her messages. I sat on the edge of my bed crying as I listened to her voice tell me the simplest things. Oh, there is nothing major that she said to me, but it is just her voice. Ya know?
It shouldn’t be so hard for me to do this little thing. Compared to what I have already had to do, this really is pretty insignificant. Only it’s not. Maybe I should start telling myself I can do SIMPLE things.